As the minute hand turns, seconds become minutes, minutes into hours, and hours change to days, days into weeks, months, years, and eventually decades – O, how much longer before the story ends?
Emotions lay covered, as if shaken by water; yet in the quick moment of silence, I retract back whatever plans I have constructed in the past, however recent they are. A thorough view out the window, and I decided that certain tactical plans must be trashed to the bin, for the lack of time. It is my final year after all.
Truth is, there is only so much time in one’s life to care about every single thing. It is to my conscience that I admit that much time has been unfortunately been put to waste due to lack of deep comprehension of particular matters.
It is nearing, although not absolutely so, the end of one adventurous chapter. It is so close to, “And here comes the tricky part.” What I speculate… adventurous hikes, deep plunges, and high dives into the unknown. Aye, there is a plethora of excitement I sense in the air. So much of it as I plan on a goal-directed year. I do not and cannot permit anything else to perturb my aura, my plans laying themselves toward a particular road.
On with 2015, moving towards drama and music and therapy of the psyche… what am I waiting for? It is going to be a year of growth, a time of beautiful memories, and yes, merriment. It is also going to be a year of love, forgiveness, patience, assertiveness, perseverance,and ultimately, success.
I choose to be… determined. Bald du sehen!